Izinkan Aku menggenggam hatimu. Menukar setengah hatimu dengan setengah hati milikku.
Bantu Aku
Bantu Aku,...
Hitung langkahku,
Berapa banyak yang Kudekatkan padamu.
Perhatikan hatiku,
Berapa besar yang Kusetiakan padamu.
Hitung lisanku,
Berapa kali Aku katakana “Aku cinta” padamu.
Dengar bisikku,
Berapa banyak yang bicara cintaku padamu.
Genggam jemariku,
Berapa banyak cinta yang kau rasakan.
Di Mimpiku
Sengaja malam ini Kuresapi cahaya purnama. Rembulan bulat utuh yang bersinar keemasan, tersenyum padaku. Lantas di tidurku, Aku pun masih bisa mengimaji purnama serupa. Hanya saja, bukan warna keemasannya yang Kukagumi, melainkan senyumannya padaku. Saat Kutanyakan dalam mimpiku, siapa purnama yang Kuimaji itu langsugn pada rembulan, Rembulan menjawabkanku namamu. Purnama di mimpiku yang tersenyum padaku adalah Kamu, ****.
Tersisa
Kenyataan yang tersisa adalah bahwa Aku masih (terus) mencinta. Tak pasti siapa atau apa yang kucinta, Aku hanya tahu wujudnya belaka. Tak hendak Kuberikan nama, karena namanya telah tergores di urat nadi terdalam dan di prasasti hati termegah. Apa lagi yang Kubutuhkan selain cinta? Tak ada rasanya. Karena hidupku memang seutuhnya dan selamanya tentang cinta.
Apatah Dayaku
Kehidupan telah banyak berubah sejak terakhir kali Aku masih mengenalinya. Tertawa. Berlari. Berpikir. Bingung. Marah. Senang. Menangis. Berbagi. Peduli. Apapun lagi.
Sekarang AKu tak mengenalinya lagi. Kadang menyajikanku gundah dan galau. Jarang menawarkanku senang dan canda. Lebih sering menjejakkan kaki takdir dengan sepatu larasnya untuk menjejalkan kehendak langit padaku.
Apatah dayaku.
Aku hanya bisa mengenangi kehidupan dengan wajah danpesonanya yang dulu. Lantas dengan enggan dan terpaksa, Kujalani dan kupaksa berteman dengan kehidupan yang kini menyeringai tajam dan tersenyum sinis padaku.
Personality of Me
Here are my Brainbench Personality Assessment Results.
PERSONALITY EVALUATION:
My Social Boldness: Introverted VS Extraverted
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I am quite introverted.
Socially, I prefer a more relaxed, low-key environment, rather than the hustle and bustle of a wild night in the city.
I tend not to talk a lot, but when I do people listen, because when I say something it has meaning.
I am not seeking the limelight, usually I prefer to let the attention-mongers do their thing while you observe.
In an unfamiliar setting, I tend to be cautious and shy while you evaluate the circumstances.
I prefer to avoid conflict, so you do not put myself into a threatening situation.
My shyness may be perceived as unfriendly, but that could not be further from the truth.
People need to be patient with me and take the time to get to know the complex, private me.
My Agreeableness: Candid VS Considerate
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I am slightly candid.
Social harmony is important to me, as is evidenced by my cooperative, generous, and helpful nature.
If someone asks me what I want to do, I may reply, “whatever you want”.
That is not because I am indecisive, rather you genuinely want the other person to be happy, and so whatever they want to do is fine with me.
In general, I am straightforward and sincere with others, which makes me very likeable.
People always know where I stand.
I regard others positively - I trust people and feel they are honest, so I have no problem responding in kind.
No one will accuse me of being arrogant.
My self-esteem is just fine, but I do not think I am better than anyone else.
My desire to help others is seen in your altruistic nature.
I enjoy helping others and I do not expect anything in return.
My Self-Control: Impulsive VS Cautious
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I am moderately impulsive.
At times I can be impulsive, but not to the point where I am jeopardizing work or relationships.
I know when to follow rules, but I also know when to bend rules that are not set in stone.
If my home or work space gets a little messy, I do not get upset or feel compelled to tidy up.
I do not have to have perfect order in my life to feel good about myself or my environment.
I tend to be more on the fun side of spontaneity, and enjoy being flexible with my plans and my life.
In general, I prefer to make short-term goals rather than long-term goals.
My Anxiety Level: Excitable VS Relaxed
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I am slightly excitable.
I have the ability to cope just fine in stressful situations.
I feel the stress and frustration in pressure-filled situations, but I am able to overcome any negative feelings.
I tend to worry slightly, but not enough to interfere with my activities.
If I am experiencing a tough time in my life, I am able to stave off feelings of depression.
I am able to think clearly and realistically in difficult circumstances, so that I can devise a sensible solution.
Sometimes I be impatient, other times I can be relaxed - it just depends on the circumstance and how much I can control it. People are not afraid that I will lose my temper.
I am able to manage my emotions when necessary.
When I do become angry, it is only because something is out of my power.
My Openness to Change: Practical VS Imaginative
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I am slightly practical.
It is apparent to those who meet me that I am well educated.
I am able to speak on a complex level to one audience, but adjust to a more basic level for another.
I am bright and capable of thinking logically.
On one hand I am down-to-earth and traditional, while on the other hand I am creative and imaginative.
Sometimes I feel more comfortable with familiarity and routine in my life, other times new and novel experiences are more enjoyable.
I am not afraid to try new things.
I tend to like to do a variety of different activities, so you do not grow bored.
The way you Think/Reason: Concrete VS Abstract
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I am moderately concrete in your thinking.
My intellectual style is related to superior job performance when working with the public.
One reason for this is that I often prefer dealing with people or things rather than ideas.
PERSONALITY EVALUATION:
My Social Boldness: Introverted VS Extraverted
————————————————————
I am quite introverted.
Socially, I prefer a more relaxed, low-key environment, rather than the hustle and bustle of a wild night in the city.
I tend not to talk a lot, but when I do people listen, because when I say something it has meaning.
I am not seeking the limelight, usually I prefer to let the attention-mongers do their thing while you observe.
In an unfamiliar setting, I tend to be cautious and shy while you evaluate the circumstances.
I prefer to avoid conflict, so you do not put myself into a threatening situation.
My shyness may be perceived as unfriendly, but that could not be further from the truth.
People need to be patient with me and take the time to get to know the complex, private me.
My Agreeableness: Candid VS Considerate
————————————————————
I am slightly candid.
Social harmony is important to me, as is evidenced by my cooperative, generous, and helpful nature.
If someone asks me what I want to do, I may reply, “whatever you want”.
That is not because I am indecisive, rather you genuinely want the other person to be happy, and so whatever they want to do is fine with me.
In general, I am straightforward and sincere with others, which makes me very likeable.
People always know where I stand.
I regard others positively - I trust people and feel they are honest, so I have no problem responding in kind.
No one will accuse me of being arrogant.
My self-esteem is just fine, but I do not think I am better than anyone else.
My desire to help others is seen in your altruistic nature.
I enjoy helping others and I do not expect anything in return.
My Self-Control: Impulsive VS Cautious
————————————————————
I am moderately impulsive.
At times I can be impulsive, but not to the point where I am jeopardizing work or relationships.
I know when to follow rules, but I also know when to bend rules that are not set in stone.
If my home or work space gets a little messy, I do not get upset or feel compelled to tidy up.
I do not have to have perfect order in my life to feel good about myself or my environment.
I tend to be more on the fun side of spontaneity, and enjoy being flexible with my plans and my life.
In general, I prefer to make short-term goals rather than long-term goals.
My Anxiety Level: Excitable VS Relaxed
————————————————————
I am slightly excitable.
I have the ability to cope just fine in stressful situations.
I feel the stress and frustration in pressure-filled situations, but I am able to overcome any negative feelings.
I tend to worry slightly, but not enough to interfere with my activities.
If I am experiencing a tough time in my life, I am able to stave off feelings of depression.
I am able to think clearly and realistically in difficult circumstances, so that I can devise a sensible solution.
Sometimes I be impatient, other times I can be relaxed - it just depends on the circumstance and how much I can control it. People are not afraid that I will lose my temper.
I am able to manage my emotions when necessary.
When I do become angry, it is only because something is out of my power.
My Openness to Change: Practical VS Imaginative
————————————————————
I am slightly practical.
It is apparent to those who meet me that I am well educated.
I am able to speak on a complex level to one audience, but adjust to a more basic level for another.
I am bright and capable of thinking logically.
On one hand I am down-to-earth and traditional, while on the other hand I am creative and imaginative.
Sometimes I feel more comfortable with familiarity and routine in my life, other times new and novel experiences are more enjoyable.
I am not afraid to try new things.
I tend to like to do a variety of different activities, so you do not grow bored.
The way you Think/Reason: Concrete VS Abstract
————————————————————
I am moderately concrete in your thinking.
My intellectual style is related to superior job performance when working with the public.
One reason for this is that I often prefer dealing with people or things rather than ideas.
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