about choices

Bayu Panji Permono: ian
luvdontwait: ??
Bayu Panji Permono: gw jarang keliat lo kumpul BP
Bayu Panji Permono: emang kenapa?
luvdontwait: kan lagiaktif di luar.
luvdontwait: they need me more
Bayu Panji Permono: tapi bukan itu pointnya
Bayu Panji Permono: lo khan punya tanggung jawab juga
Bayu Panji Permono: emang ada yang salah dengan BP ini?
luvdontwait: MTI n KAMMI treated me differently
luvdontwait: I can run,but I can’t hide [MTI]
luvdontwait: I can run,I can hide, but i can’t escape [KAMMI]
Bayu Panji Permono: terus punya solusi?
luvdontwait: what do you think th differences??
Bayu Panji Permono: gw ngerasa lo jadi lari dari tanggung jawab?
luvdontwait: memang
luvdontwait: dangw gak akan nyangkal
luvdontwait: sometimes, I’m proud of it
luvdontwait: I am BP, and I was run
Bayu Panji Permono: berarti lo nyerah atau gimana?
luvdontwait: I told everybody about it
Bayu Panji Permono: mending lo ngomong
luvdontwait: hhhh,…
luvdontwait: i just can : hhhhh,…
Bayu Panji Permono: daripada gak jelas kayak gini
luvdontwait: ngomong yang mananya??
luvdontwait: semua blumjelasgitudimata BPlain??
luvdontwait: i ran, i hide,..
luvdontwait: i never come back,..
Bayu Panji Permono: emang lo pernah ngomong secara langsung
luvdontwait: A FAMILY ALWAYS FEEL WHAT THE OTHER FEELS, EVEN IF THEY ARE IN A DARK ROOM WITH NO LIGHT AND NO TALKS
luvdontwait: I don’t good in speaking
Bayu Panji Permono: tapi berdiam diri juga gak baik
Bayu Panji Permono: mungkin orang lain tau ada sesuatu yang gak beres
Bayu Panji Permono: tetapi sesuatu itu bisa punya banyak arti
Bayu Panji Permono: untuk memperjelasnya perlu ada konfirmasi dari yang bersangkutan
Bayu Panji Permono: actually, “I’m not good in speaking”
luvdontwait: BP talked to me several times,..
luvdontwait: but I didn’t feel like they were talking with heart,..
Bayu Panji Permono: tapi ada baiknya ketika semua keluarga (BP) berkumpul bersama dan mendengarkan statement dari anda
luvdontwait: asked where had I been,..
luvdontwait: did I had problems,..
Bayu Panji Permono: mungkin kita bisa membahasnya bareng2
luvdontwait: what kind of statement do we need??
luvdontwait: I do no goodin speaking
Bayu Panji Permono: kejelasan
Bayu Panji Permono: tentang sikap anda
luvdontwait: whatkind of clearness??
luvdontwait: kind of: I TAKE THIS MTIFI OR NOT,..
luvdontwait: like that??
Bayu Panji Permono: up to you
luvdontwait: Unfortunately, it is not just about me,..
luvdontwait: it is about a larger hopes,..
luvdontwait: a longer path,..
Bayu Panji Permono: oke gini aja
luvdontwait: go on,…
Bayu Panji Permono: lo mau ngomong terus terang ke anak2 bp
Bayu Panji Permono: atau dibiarin gini aja dan membiarkan anak2 berpikir jelek terhadap anda?
luvdontwait: I’ll take the second option, while I still need a little more time to think
luvdontwait: you may disappointed,..
luvdontwait: but,…
luvdontwait: there is always a consequence in every choice we’ve made
Bayu Panji Permono: oke
Bayu Panji Permono: coba dipikir lagi deh
Bayu Panji Permono: anda terkesan kurang gentle