My whole January is terrible. I can't fix up everything. I messed up in everything I did. Even sometimes I don't want to see the world.it is better for me to lock down myself on my own room. Everything is so much terrible for me now. I realized that it is the effec of my laziness in few months lately. Well, I told you!! I am not such a good man in a good situation, and I have never been good. I am pretending to be good, you know!!
I need songs. I need movies. I need books. I need many other things to set my whole own life again. I need a little run. I need exercise. I need to talk. I need a woman. I need a hug. I need to cry. I need many other things except one: being not myself.