Take Your Time

Take time to think,
it is the source of all power.

Take time to read,
it is the fountain of wisdom.

Take time to play,
it is the source of perpetual youth.

Take time to be quiet,
it is the opportunity to seek God.

Take time to be aware,
it is the opportunity to help others.

Take time to love and be loved,
it is God-given priviledge.

Take time to laugh,
it is the music of the soul.

Take time to be friendly,
it is the road to happiness.

Take time to dream,
it is what the future is made of.

Take time to pray,
it is the greatest power on earth.

Take time to give,
it is too short a day to be selfish.

Take time to work,
it is the price of success.

Amy Pearson Feat. Rio Febrian - Ready To Fly

Verse 1
I open my eyes the world seems a different place,
The colours are brighter and the air is sweet to taste.
see it’s like I woke up from a nightmare that tied me down,
I was smothered and trapped inside a sleep way underground

Pre 1
Its time I learned to fall,
To say the word goodbye.
To feel the sunlight on my face,
Maybe that means…

Chorus
I’m ready to fly,
I wanna breathe in and breathe out and be who I am,
Let go of fear wanna feel alive.
I’m ready to fly,
The more that you hold me back you set me free,
You help my heart decide..
Maybe I’m, maybe I’m ready to fly.

Verse 2
Where is your faith, where is your love for me?
Why do you fight the things I imagine in my dreams?
See the poison is strong, an addiction is tough to break.
But love is the hardest thing I have ever had to shake.

Pre 2
Its time to break these chains,
To look you in the eye,
To tell you that its over now,
So Maybe that means…

Chorus
I’m ready to fly,
I wanna breathe in and breathe out and be who I am,
Let go of fear wanna feel alive.
I’m ready to fly,
The more that you hold me back you set me free,
You help my heart decide..
Oh Maybe I’m, maybe I’m ready to fly.

Bridge
(Give me the strength to walk away)
(Give me the strength to stay the road ahead)
Even if it’s a lonely place.
(Give me the hope to mend this heart)
(Give me the chance to see love smile, smile again)
To see love smile..

Pre 1
Its time I learned to fall,
To say the word goodbye.
To feel the sunlight on my face,
Maybe that means…Oh maybe that means

Chorus
I’m ready to fly,
I wanna breathe in and breathe out and be who I am,
Let go of fear wanna feel alive.
I’m ready to fly,
The more that you hold me back you set me free,
You help my heart decide..
Oh maybe I’m, maybe I’m ready to fly.

Think October, think SSE

Sunday, October 05, 2008

12:30 AM

It has been October 05, 2008. Where was I last year? In Bandung, of course. But, what did I do? There was surely no radio, no computer. Maybe just friends in my dormitory room. Maybe just laying on my blue bed, thinking anything I could think. What was it? College, girl, subjects of study, friends, or just thinking about nothing? Just,... Laying with blank head over the pillow.

What about last two years? The first 3 months in ITB. What was I doing? Reading my books, walking around the neighborhood, writing on a diary, listening to radio, or what? I was a 'fresh meat' last two years. What was it? Mid test, quiz, final test, homework, or group task? I took Pengantar Teknik Industri as my subject. It was a group task to be done for a semester. Then, there are these guys come into my group; actually, it was 'dummy' group. People who didn't attend into the group dividing, then get into the same group.

They are:

Ilma Jayanti	a.k.a Mail,	I called her iLMa
Santy Dwi Cempaka	a.k.a Santy,	Make sure you srite it 'Santy' with 'y' not 'Santi' with 'i'
Hafni Junita Putri	a.k.a Hafni,	Sometimes write her name as haph_niyh
Maman Dwi Cahyo	a.k.a Maman,	Always call himself nDeso
Ahmed Ziauddin Qayyum	a.k.a Jangier,	No comment

And, of course

Ach. Januar J.P.

a.k.a Ian

Which is ME!!

And that was how our story began. So (sometimes even 'too') much fun. Our laughter seemed to be ever after and our sadness felt like never came.

This part of our life called: FINDING the 'RIGHT' NAME

I don't really remember --in my head-- how did we get the name. The only thing I remember is, there was us, another trip for another data-collecting, and then the name was just jump out from 'broken' heads there: SSE, acronym for Sisa-Sisa Ekspor.

The inspiration was based on these foolish fact:

1st: our group is a 'dummy' group, consists of people who get the latest (actually the dummiest, :D) group dividing.

2nd: we remembered about Factory Outlet, which is selling goods from 'sisa-sisa ekspor'.

Well, there was the first foolish of us: selecting the 'right' name. And, because we believe that A NAME IS A PRAYER FROM ONES WHO GAVE IT, it will feel like a curse choosing such name. But, no matter that our life and our journey is getting bitter and bitter, we just could always laughing the life itself. What a foolish people. Well, bellieve it or not, that foolish things always succeed bringing us back to life; surviving obstacles by obstacles. Ck, ck, ck,.. What a tough people we are!

Aku Bukan Cinta

Waiting for you,… waiting for you,… waiting for you,… just you,… you,… you,… only you,… you,…

Aku tak punya kata-kata lebih banyak lagi dalam penantianKu kali ini. Tapi lucu, Kukatakan dan Kuyakinkan dunia: cinta tak menunggu. Sedangkan Aku sendiri masih terpaku dan menunggu. Pastilah Aku bukan cinta. Aku adalah satu bentuk yang lain. Tentu saja bukan cinta. Aku adalah sebuah rasa yang berbeda. Bukan cinta, sudah Kubilang. Hanya gejolak hati yang menggema. Iya, iya, bukan cinta. Aku hanya dentuman yang terus menerus mengirama di nadi-nadi kehidupanKu. Yang jelas bukan cinta. Bisa saja lebih sakral dari sekedar cinta. Yah, sakralime. Hal yang tak tersentuh, tak terjamah, tak berbentuk nyata, tak terdefinisi, tak terbayangkan, bahkan mungkin tak ada. Tak ada cinta yang jelasnya. Aku hanya not-not balok kehidupan yang berwarna-warni. Benar kan, bukan cinta. Aku hanya kenyataan yang menyelubungi hati dengan kabut-kabut imaji. Imajinasi. Imajinasi bukan cinta. Cinta tidak imajinasi. Kan Aku bukan cinta. Aku hanya derasnya aliran kenyataan yang mengikis pertahananKu akan wanita. Yah,… mau diapa lagi? Ini bukan cinta qok. Ini hanya bidak-bidak hitam-putih yang sedang berlaga di kenyataan yang hitam-putih pula. Bukan laah, bukan cinta laah. Mana bisa cinta? Masa cinta? Bukan cinta lho!! BUKAN!!

Lantas,… ini hanya imaji yang mengantarkan mimpiKu dekat ke mimpimu. Menuntun hidupKu dekat ke hidupmu. Mengajak mataKu dekat menatap dekat matamu. Ada kehidupan DI SANA; kenyataan dam memori. Ini hanya khayalKu yang terus menerus memutar waktu berjalan lebih cepat, sehingga hidupKu semakin dekat pula ke hidupmu. Ya kan? n_n

I NEED MIRACLES

I
N E E D
M I R A C L E S

lots of it

if can not,...
just give me

LITTLE WONDERS

then,...

You, Me, and Dupree

love will guide you home,
and ignite your bones,
love will guide you home,
and I will try to fix you.

ternyata ini theme song-nya film You, Me, and Dupree. Film yang hebat tentang berbagi antara persahabatan, isteri, pekerjaan, kesenangan dan bagian-bagian kecil lain kehidupan. Lagu ini dinyanyikan paling terakhir. Momennya pas banget, waktu Dupree berhasil meyakinkan Carl untuk kembali ke istrinya, Molly, dan meminta maaf atas semua hal yang telah terjadi mulai dari awal pernikahan mereka --sebenarnya siyh sejak kedatangan Dupree di hari pertama keduanya resmi jadi suami-isteri.

film yang hebat, mungkin kalau Aku nonton sendiri di ruang tertutup, bisa nangis terharu tuwh. Huhuhuhu,... u_u

yang paling melekat adalah kebijaksaan tokoh Dupree yang slenge-an. ada saja pikiran-pikiran unik yang bijak yang muncrat dari kepalanya yang kurang beres itu. seperti: 7 different kind of smoke, yang keluar di saat-saat Dupree dalam keadaan kepepet. 7DKoS initerbukti menyelamatkan Dupree banyak kali seumur hidupnya.

yang lain: "Carlness", intinya sederhana: melihat keunikan setiap orang dan menjadikannya kata sifat untuk orang tersebut. contoh, kalau namaKu ian, maka Aku bisa menyebut kesatuan sifatKu sebagai "ianness", "ke-ian-an". sounds weird memang, bahkan untuk seorang Carl yang sudah 25 tahun bersahabat dengan Dupree. "Carlness" ini yang digunakan Dupree sebagai senjata untuk membujuk Carl pulang. Caranya, memancing emosi Carl dengan mengejek Molly dan pernikahan keduanya. Walhasil, Carl marah, then he said, "Molly is the best thing that ever happened to me!". Lalu Dupree berkata, "that's it!!that's your Carlness. Then, think now what you should do about Molly". kurang lebih gitu lah, wong baru nonton sekali masa ya mau hafal teksnya mendetail, hwhwhwheeee

yeah,... after all, Dupree is unique and creative ones, it's "drupeeness" maybe good for us. n_n

harus nonton deh film satu ini. harus nonton waktu Dupree mengalihkan perhatian Paco, satpam kantor Carl dengan 7 different kind of smokes-nya. harus liat juga waktu Dupree mancing-mancing kecintaan Carl pada Molly, dan sebaliknya. atau waktu Dupree kencan pertama dengan seorang pustakawati bernama Mandy --yang wajahnya gak pernah diliatin di film itu. atau kehebohan yang lain.

after all, there's also a lot of wisdom in the movie!! trust me, you wont regret (me), n_n.

H.O.M.E.S.I.C.K

(sudah) seharusnya Aku hari ini menikmati ranjang lamaKu yang tepat di bawah jendela kamar lamaKu. berbaring sembari menikmati langit dan hangat matahari. tapi walhasil Aku masih terus saja berbaring di ranjang hijau asramaKu yang tidak lagi bersprei. argh,.. what a bad day.

hari ini harus ngurus tiket supaya selasa pagi udah bisa nikmati ranjang lamaKu. hhhh,.. betapa Kurindukannya ranjang itu. atau Aku rindu suasananya?? atau Aku rindu keluargaKu?? atau Aku rindu rumahKu?? Rindu kotaKu kah?? atau gadisKu kah?? tak ada yang tahu pasti. terlalu banyak rahasia yang Kudekap erat, sehingga langit manapun tak Kuizinkan mengintipnya.

Sisa sehari lagi di sini dan Aku tak punya terlalu banyak hal untuk dilakukan. Tidur, muter-muter di kamar, atau hal lain yang Gak guna akhirnya Kulakukan. daripada berkarat di atas ranjang atau membusuk di atas kasur.

I Just feel so H.O.M.E.S.I.C.K
I am RUnninG Out of Love